let me explain this

i dont hate my ex’s

but i hate that “special someone in ur life” ‘s ex

even if they are never around

u always compare urself to them

wondering if ur any better than them

and what if ur not, and would that special someone go back to them

than u wonder why they even bother to get to know u

but when u think about it, they got to know u to see if u were better than the ex

but to urself u think  it was all a waste of time

was it a waste of time??

but than there are times they do really care about u

but yet ur so paranoid

that u ruin the relationship on ur own

cause u cant believe them

cause u actually cant believe this person loves u

this random entry came up cause i was chatting with a few friend recently

and they were saying how they hate their gfs/bfs ex

i asked them why, they were like just because

just “because”???

it seems like a dumb answer

but we have all been there

JEALOUSY

i know i been there b4

but hey my suspicion was right, and they did run back to them

49.5% of the time they still care for their ex and they run back to them

other 49.5% they actually care about u alot

last 1% something out of the ordinary

but which one will happen with the next person in ur life

went to check out snowboarding outfit yesterday

was so close to buying it at the store

but they didnt have my size

but it was the top of the brand stuff

the top of the brand stuff was way to plain and expensive at the store

houston doesnt carry a whole lot of varieties

went home chatted with a friend

got me all excited

thanks willow and diva

than i went to a site he told me to

end up buying last night

my first snowboarding outfit

BURTON

cant wait to go snowboarding now

now i need to get thermal, gloves, googles, and sunscreen

**so if anyone is up for snowboarding in the northeast, let me know, hehe

i want to make as many plans as possible, so if a few fall through i still will be able to go.

cause previous years all my plans fell through, even one of the plans this year already fell through

i say northeast cause it is the easiest place for me to go for free, cause i am able to find seats on the plane, compare to going west which is harder

i use to know everyones name in my pics

now looking back at it

i can name only a THIRD of them

i feel so bad

i hope i dont run into these people and they end up testing me on what their name is, cause i dont know it

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*edit:

i think i have to take an emergency trip to NY in dec for a day

as u know i ordered my timbs a few weeks ago

and i got them in the mail like a week or so ago

well i went out to buy a jacket that would match it cause i know my black jacket wouldnt look to good with it.

than i got gloves to go with it

i already bought the a scarf that can go with it when i was in buff

my timbs are a bit to big on me

so i found “sweater socks”, they are socks made of the same thick material as sweaters are.

since they are thicker than normals socks they are great for my timbs

so i will wear my regular socks than the “sweater socks” over them

now my feet are nicely snuggled up in my timbs

one day i will post a pic of me wearing all my gear

but not yet cause houston is still to freaking hot to wear them

Here is the outfit set:  ($130 for everything, what a bargain, that includes the timbs. i got small feet so i got kids size, much cheaper, hehe)

so now i got to make sure i go some where that gets really cold and it snows to make use of this

COMMENT TO EAST COAST PEOPLE READING THIS: maybe i seem extreme with this entry, but hey texas people arent into timbs. so it is rare to find people who like them here, like yall over there so

TO MELISSA: i know you said u would never get timbs, but doesnt this make u consider getting them. plus if u go to ny so much and it snows there, maybe u should, so you wont get soggy socks like ecbr, u know what i am talking about

YES I AM SUPER BORED AT HOME ON A SATURDAY NIGHT, THAT I WOULD ARRANGE THIS OUT AND TAKE A PICTURE OF IT, HAHA